Pero nag-uusap pa rin kayo?
uhm hindi na.
Bakit hindi?
kasi ayaw ko at anung pag uusapan?
Edi hindi ka pa rin nakakapag-moved on, kasi ayaw mo siyang kausapin eh.

WOW! Hindi pa raw ako nakapag-moved on? *sarcasm all over* pero ganun ba talaga yun? Wah!

So let’s talk about moving on. I really hate this term, abused, misused, is-there-really-a-term?? But I’ve been thinking about it lately, and I want to formulate my own definition of it. But first of all, I’m not an expert because it’s my first time to have an ex-boyfriend, and I know that not all break-ups are the same, so I will just focus on my limited experience. Second, I don’t care what other people are thinking, I just want to talk about it. And last but not the least, nakapag-moved on na po ako I’m definitely sure that I am sure.

Here’s what I think:
- I’ve been to hell, and now I’m back to earth’s surface <- yan talaga ang movement
- I’m TRULY happy with my life right now, not faking smiles anymore.
- I’m no longer hurting everytime I see and remember that person.
- And I don’t love him anymore. ZERO.

Simple but moving. LOL

Si Ayin kasi eh!

Araw-araw, di ako makapaghintay na pumatak ang alas-kwatro ng hapon para makauwi na ng bahay. Pagdating ng bahay, kakain muna at magkukulong na sa kwarto, dadamputin si Santiago Last week lang namin siya binili. Hindi ko maalala kung kailan pa binili ung luma naming gitara, matagal na atang panahon yun, sirang-sira na nga siya eh, isang kanta palang kailangan mo na ulit itono, kaya ang kapal ng kalyo ko sa daliri.

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Big time na kami ngayon! Reunion sa Puerto Galera! Woohoo!!!

Nakakatuwang isipin na kahit isang beses lang sa isang taon kami nagkakasama, hindi pa rin sila nagbabago, ganun pa rin sila, parang hayskul life pa rin!

David Cook’s amazing version of Always Be My Baby

The chorus part fills my heart with sunshine and incredibly makes me smile! HAHA. I’ve searched for the guitar chords and I’ve been playing it the whole weekend, and now I can’t wait to go home! Wah. Sana may gitara dito sa opis, lol.

And here’s the studio version:

But I still love the live performance, because of the violins

And he’s from Tulsa, Oklahoma! MMMBop

Hindi Ko Bubuklatin Ang Huling Pahina Ng Iyong Kasaysayan

Hindi ko bubuklatin ang huling pahina ng iyong kasaysayan,
Dahil ilalaan ko ang aking mga titig sa iyong paglalayag.

Hindi ko babasahing lahat ang pahina ng iyong kasaysayan,
Dahil gusto kong ako ang maglapat ng magiging wakas

Hindi ko tatapunan ng sulyap ang pabalat ng iyong kasaysayan
Upang manatiling sabik ang aking sariling iba ka sa lahat.

Hindi ko itatago ang iyong kabuuang kinakapitan nang alabok,
Upang magtandis ka sa mga siphayong sa iyo ay lulukob.

Hindi ko ipakikita kanino man ni isang titik nang tinagipos
Mong pahina, upang walang makabatid na wala kang tuldok.

Hindi nila makikita ang iyong pahina sakaling ihandog
Ang munting kahilingang: Mahalin mo ako ng bukal sa loob.

ni Raul Funilas

Napakagandang tula

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I write songs when I was still in highschool, when my life was still easy, when my life revolved only in our small town, when I thought life would always be happy, lol I still think that way, but some parts have changed, and it’s still good, I guess

Anyway, I’ve composed 3 songs, one song for my bestfriend, one song for nothing (ala lang), and one song for my ultimate highschool crush, lol. Graduation was near and it really made me sad because I will never see him again It started out with just a poem, but I thought my feelings for him was so grand that I want to make it more dramatic and cooler at the same time, lol, then “How” was born. That’s the title. ang cheesy! HAHA. But I love singing that song

But, he never knew I have a song for him, and I have no plans of telling him. Well, how? I have no idea where he is right now. lol. So I think that’s the interesting part.. How does it feel when someone composes a song just for YOU? And it’s a love song. Man, that would be the most beautiful feeling on earth, at least for me, because composing is talent and love combined, who will not appreciate that??

Sad to say, that was the last song I’ve composed. But…

This is my most favorite Bible verse:

   I tell you the truth, you will weep and mourn while the world rejoices. You will grieve, but your grief will turn to joy. A woman giving birth to a child has pain because her time has come; but when her baby is born she forgets the anguish because of her joy that a child is born into the world. So with you: Now is your time of grief, but I will see you again and you will rejoice, and no one will take away your joy.

Keep this verse in your heart and it will do wonders in your life